Today is just one of those days….
I just feel like I’m gonna lose it today. I would like to find myself in the midst of all this chaos called life but it seems everytime i even think to try it gets 10x more chaotic! Between the kids,housework,errands,kids activities,bills and everything in between I just want to crawl into a hole and cry right about now. I know its just a phase or a mood that I’m in and actually I’m glad that I realize this now but still it doesn’t make it anymore pleasant. Our heavenly Father is in control and He knows my every thought/feeling and He will always be there for me so I’m trying to focus on that. Its hard. Now that I’m writing this more feeling and tears are coming out. I am thankful for my life and the family and friends I have. I am however TIRED I am flat out tired and H is really exhausting me physically,mentally and emotionally lately. I find myself losing my patience and I stop myself in my tracks. I need to be patient, she has come a long way and is still moving forward. I for some reason feel alone on this journey right now although Im not…whats wrong with me….HELP! I can barely see the screen right now so I need to go and pray…..
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