Why can’t life just slow down and not be so dang stressful or IMPOSSIBLE!! We have been having a horrible time dealing with H’s medical care!! Kaiser refuses to authorize aka pay for anything, therapy says she can only have “active therapy” if she get the bracing that kaiser wont give up. Its like we are hitting dead ends in all directions…why!!! I know I just need to keep going forward but its so discouraging when all you do if beg and plead and get nothing but rejection, no, no and no is what we keep hearing. SUCH TIGHT WADS!!!! I just want H to have a chance to do the things they said were impossible at one time, is that too much to ask?? I want her to have some independence and explore on her own outside of the house. I want her to be able to keep up with her sisters whether it be a wheelchair, bracing,crutches, whatever it may be. I want her to look back and know that we did all that we could do! I don’t mean to just blow up in this post just needed to vent. I’m gonna hand it over to God and pray pray pray, its outta my hands! Stressing like this couldn’t be healthy could it??
Gonna get in the groove…
I swear Im gonna really try to get in the groove of blogging and not just for the very few readers but for the sake of keeping a journal and it actually works as therapy at times. I can’t believe its already nearing the end of July, my how time flys! We have had a fun summer not including all the doctor appts we have had with miss Hannah (fights with doctors) but thats a whole seperate post in itself. We have kept busy with disneyland trips, playdates, bbqs with family and friends, gardening and water fun! Our oldest has really grown up in the past few months and that helps alot with the little ones. Then theres our wild middle child and then sweet yet demanding baby who is now 2 years old!!!! Like i said before TIME FLYS!!
Just a few photos I found on the desktop real quick like…
